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* 今天帶姊妹們在學校union 鬼混, 嘟嘟好遇到Adam Rodriguez.就是CSI: Miami 裡面那個 Erik Delko 咩. 本人有帥.

* 之前二月初彈了一場很棒的音樂會. 在那個當下, 只想要把心裡對作品的理解和感動傳達出來. even that's total contemporary rep. though. Surpriseingly found out that people love that! 音樂會前一個晚上, 我們在recital hall run dress rehearsal. 曲目走完的當下, 我們都很興奮. 不單是因為彼此實力相當,而是我們都在說些什麼.Dr. P 在最後一次 coaching 完後意味深長的看著我們兩個. "you two are really saying something. XXXXX " 能學音樂是件多麼幸福的事情! 更幸福的是, 當你的搭檔也夠好, 而我們有足夠的能力把最好的一刻表現出來, you do realize/feel th power of music.

a part of the text is "I feel to have the power of making him happy." in singers part while the piano use the theme from "it's is not a bad thing be sure, for a woman to be loved, to be loved by a man of imagination.". I do saw the smile from the teacher and her husband. 在那個當下, 只是很單純的,幸福的感覺. I can even smile and feel the joy while on stage.

* 音樂是騙不了人的. your music is really who you are. 我可以表面上偽裝成同意他的意見, 但是音樂卻假不了. The interesting violin teacher said my player and I are always fighting with each other. "you know, ensemble is like the marriage. you two should be like husband and wife who married over 30 years." oooops~~~ I was mentally stabbing/killing him and just want to divorce him as many times as I could. There's nothing I can do because I'm just an assigned pianist who have to do her job. =(.

* 腦袋裝醬糊, 譜都背不起來. 所以把音樂會延期了. (笑) 我是俗辣. but I do love my rep. more and more.

* somehow I can understand why musicians will easily get together. 當兩個如此不同的靈魂卻有著相同的感動, 彼此激發對方的潛力又朝夕相處, 怎能不珍惜這之間的關係? 現在稍稍理解這裡面微妙的變化了. [但這並不代表我就會跟我的singer 在一起. XD.] 我還是堅持一對情侶之間只能有一個人擁有混亂的權利, 而那人只能是我. that's why I don't date musicians. 噗.